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Sickness!!!

Alhamdullilah, praise to Allah.. He gives me a test again. 10th of April 2011 , "painful" attacks me again.. it not slip disc but muscle sprain. it does painful.i cannot move my right hand, =.( .. I went to clinic, but I rose up one more problem within me, I don't believe in that doctor's words. I felt like, she does give me medicine on sake of meeting a patient. waaaa... I should not be like that, it makes me worry about every single things around me. I need to pay RM50 for the consultation and medicines. ayooo!! my money flies into the doctor's purse.huh!! please bear in mind, that's her "Rezki". I try to search for another alternative to release my muscle's problem.. then, I use PANAFLEX..hee.. lega ckit rase rather than keep shouting. Do find the alternatives , suhailie!!! Allah always with you =.)


Rasulullah s.a.w telah bersabda yang maksudnya:”Bahawa Allah telah menurunkan penyakit dan ubat dan dijadikan kepada setiap penyakit ada ubatnya, berubatlah tetapi jangan berubat dengan benda-benda yang haram.”


(Abu Daud)

Suhailie's journey continue

Dear my Blog ( 29/3/2011) ,
Out of sudden, I feel enthusiastic about finishing my master's degree and starting to think about my thesis's topic. At the end, I want to end up with a good career.
Even though I spend inordinate amount of time to think about my life,life must go on.
No one could stop me from steadily walking, except ALLAH.

It's almost 6 p.m . I want to go back Bandar Saujana Putra =.)

I've got inferiority complex ?

Absolutely.. NO NO NO NO NO NO and NO..
why this question suddenly arise within me,
is it because I feel jobless even though I got a job now?
is it because of my slipped disc problem?
is it because I feel like I know nothing about my field of study?
is it because I'm to scare about my mysterious future?

I think I should not intimidated with my mom's dream..
It should be an encouragement for me..

Ya Allah, you know me better.. keep me strong ..
I quote somewhere , and I like it "A humble person is a happy, content, grateful person who thanks God for his blessings and has no notions of his own superiority"

I just write what I want.. that's it =.)

I'm crazy yet still cute

I've been indulge myself in study since 6 years old
and now, I'm 24. After finishing my degree, I straightly continue my master's degree.
duh!!! I choose that path because

1) I do not know what I want to do in my life.
2) I do not know whether I'm ready to be a worker
3) I think that is the best choice for me , since I'm still young
3) I just do it ( Follow the flow n rely on my favourite word "Allah plans me something, follow the flow and study hard)

but my problem is, I can't wait to be a worker.
Aims = 25 years old = Being an English Lecturer = manage to get 3K every months = get married with Mr. Rose Hijau = own my own car .. Amin..

I talk nonsense, but I mean it =.)

scary dream

Dear my bloggy,
today is 8th march 2011..
it is almost 3 months i suffer from slip disc (SD)..
but my SD still loves me =.p
nothing I can do,except pray for own-self..
ok..let's back to my topic..
last nite I got scary dream.
a man named usop(hantu kak limah balik umah), he scared me.
i found myself in my house at kg bendang nyior,
even though I stayed at bulong's house at bandar saujana putra..
and then i called my mom... but i have no voice, i start to scream
ahhhh..ahhhh..ahhhh.. my hand could not move,
i said to myself wake up suhailie..wake up..
but then i heard bulong and kak shira's voice.
i opened my eyes n start to weep..
"i'm so scared" "i'm scared" .. "he"'s on my hand.
waaaa... they said " its nothing .. "ngigau je tu"
lalala.. i stand up and pull my blanket and sleep with them..

* my brain cannot stop think whether "that house is haunted" or "usop memang menganggu tidur i"

*Allahuakbar.. syaitan nak kacau je tu.. suhailie xboleh takut =.)
Allah Always with u

THEM

This are them.
They are my siblings.
My first elder brother who got married 1 year ago.He's very strict.
My second elder brother just got married (2 weeks ago). He's funny
Thank for them for give me sisters.
I'm the only "flower" in family.
I never feel alone but I need another girl to help me to grow up sweetly.
Judin butuk is my lovely younger brother.He is a mysterious boy.
All of us got "muke ketat". hahaha

I wrote this post because I miss the so much.
Even though , there are for of us, I'm thankful to Allah because I'm not alone.
When I sick ,they got worried too much more than I do.
Love all =.)

Never give up, never wrap up

Assalamualaikum me,HELLO..

Alhamdulilahilazi ahyana ba'dama amatana wailaihinusyur. This is the first praise to Allah we would say when we wake up every morning. Thank you to Allah for giving us another opportunity to see the world, to meet the people, to continue our routine.
As the entry says " Never give up, never wrap up", it is a reminder for me.why? this is because I almost to give up when my course-mates scold, they make me down, but I know, Allah plans me something. That's how a life should be (up and down), it is your fault or not, it doesn't matter, who strong will able to win, but it's not my time. After that, my stressful level increases to 50% due to my slip disc problem. I keep thinking, are these problem show that I am a bad person. no! no! and no! . Allah knows my abilities. I am a strong girl. "la yukalifullahunafsan illa wus aha,laha ma kasabat wa alaiha maktasab" --> Allah gives you something that you'll able to do it. SO, suhailie, U can do it.

Since my level of stressful is 50% as well as 100% level of painful (cause by slip disc), I decide to take leave from my study, I do not know whether it is right or not, but my instinct and intuition say YES!! go for it sue..

Waiting for the day that I can say " I'm free from slip disc"

This is what happen to me.
it's so painful, no word can be utter.
I'm really worried about my mom,
she cries all the hours when she called me.
the word that I keep going to use to my mom even everyone.. "I'm Okay"
Don't worry about me =.)
I'm a strong girl. i'm a big girl.
Alhamdullilah .. I'll write about slip disc story later when 100% cure from this problem.. =.)

Alhamdullilah

Alhamdullilah, Allah shows me the right way.

the answer for all confusing things in my mind,
life goes on, I move step forward,
I decide to stop from my study life but it does mean i'm give up,
but I changed my path due to Allah's will,
He is the most knowable planner. Alhamdullilah =.)

~ ismi suhailie wa ana uhhibu wardah~

I realize that I really love roses. I know why,
because it is beautiful and makes me calm.
For me, roses show the greatness of Allah,
I just paste this on my wall because, I love rose so much
and i do not how to express my admiration into words.
So, here it is.

Allah creates us as the best creation..
appreciate things around us

p/s: Noor Suhailie, please finish up your assignment now!!! stop dreaming =.)

which one?

Dear me,
Life is about choosing your ways. which ways you want to go.
I heard somewhere before, " Stop giving excuses, you can choose, u choose lah
"
- you the one who colour your own destiny.
but then if you feel lost, back to HIM, because He got the right answer for every single thing. Now I'm lost, it's not about choosing between 2 ways but among the thousand roads..
Duhh!!!
be patience

First week of my second semester

I'm still confuse, I do not know which one to choose, either change mode of study from coursework and research or change it to coursework only. I'm interested in doing research but my problem is I do not believe in myself. I keep thinking about it for the whole last semester and I continue to think about it this semester..duh!!! I make myself confuse even though I know it shouldn't be like that..

May Allah help us in what we do.Amin =.)